Had a really bad day yesterday

What a crappy day yesterday was. I'll be back later to wax poetic on it some more.

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Ok, I'm back now. So yesterday was V-Day, big deal right? No, not around here it wasn't. Oh well, I'll get over it. It's not like I expected anything else......

The main problem with yesterday was that I was fighting with a friend of mine whom I truly DID NOT want to be fighting with. Said friend had pointed something out to me, which was the absolute truth btw, and I didn't like hearing it. Who does though? Esp when the truth hurts. So, we went back and forth for a little while, stinging each other, telling each other things that we shouldn't have been. Finally, and at the same time, we apologized to each other.

But it didn't help, not really. Mad I may have been, utterly upset and a bit distraught would be more likely words I would use, but it doesn't mean that what started the fight in the first place was any less true at the end of the day. It was. And although I have vowed to change my wicked ways I doubt it will last for long.

There are certain things about me that I just can't seem to change at all. I try and try and nothing works. Jeez Sneaks, cryptic much. I want to say more about the whole thing but I can't without revealing certain sensitive information. Maybe some day down the road it will become clearer to others but I doubt it. :D And unfortunately my mood is really no better today. I'm still feeling a bit down and a lot irritated.

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Enough of that. Moving on to other things.....
I haven't done much today to be honest. I've just putting around the internet, working on my photobucket albums, and doing things around the house here and there. I haven't done any writing yet today, except for here obviously, and that's not a good thing. I never go a day without writing. I at least force myself to pump out a few hundred words a day at the very least. Whether or not they survive the editing process is another story. Most of them don't. But that's the beauty of writing, you can always fix it, make it better than it was before.

I just wish my "editor" was around. She's not a paid editor, she just loves to do it, and I need her at the moment. I've started two new stories this week, both Fantasy. And while she's already critiqued one of them (see The Looney Bin link) she has yet to even see the other one. But that's my fault, I haven't sent it to her. Although I did post some of it at AW and got some good responses on it so..... I guess we'll see.

Ok, I think I've said enough for one day.