When In Doubt...

Why is it so hard for us to do something we really want to do? Why do we fear a certain reaction when we know, maybe only deep down, but we know, which reaction we are really going to get. What is it that makes, well, some of us anyway, not do the thing we want to do and then be upset about it later? Is it really the nerve we have already ingrained in us or is it something else?

For me at least I already know the answer. I have no nerve. I have no guts.......well, sometimes anyway. So if there's something that I really want, I can't just take it, or do whatever I have to to get it. Which is kinda sad really considering everything else I'm comfortable doing lol. Seriously though, what I mean is that in certain situations, I find that what I want is just beyond my grasp. There are times when I could care less about the consequences of my actions and I do what I want, but sometimes something prevents me in these crucial moments from doing just that. And unfortunately in these moments that I don't take what I want, I end up thoroughly disappointing myself and wishing I could just turn back the time and do it all over again. I highly doubt I would end up with different results so I may just go back again and again and again until I actually got the nerve to do what I needed to do lol.

What I'm mostly curious about at the moment is why we get so mad at ourselves, at least I do, not so sure about the rest of you, but yet we do absolutely nothing different the next time the opportunity arises. It's the same thing over and over again. Just a vicious circle of doubt and want and doing nothing about it. Take a chance for the love of god! Do something instead of just whining about it!!